Update (about Beth, after anapride entry about breakup) (following written earlier, "yesterday"):

We're friends again!!! HUZZAH!!!

Beth and I talked on the phone for over an hour this morning, and it really, really cleared the air. We talked about the breakup a little, but more about other stuff like what she wants to get when she comes over to pick up her stuff (she left some stuff here when she moved out), and what I can keep, and asked each other questions... We basically got right down to the point about what's going on now, if we can/will still be friends, what's okay to do/talk about and what's not, etc. And it really, really helped.

It felt wonderful to talk to her again like that... After awhile we were laughing and joking just like normal. She's going to come over tomorrow morning to get her stuff, and we're going to go eat and hang out for awhile.

It's amazing how much one talk can change things. I think the emails the other night helped, too, but talking to Beth on the phone really helped me realize that I actually am okay with everything now. I know I'm going to miss her, and I'll probably cry when she leaves, but I did that when we were together and she would come visit, too. So yeah.

Happy!!

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